Return from wild Africa

I recently received an offer that I can' t refuse - to film animals in the middle of Kenya. My old classmate Ethan and his friend Dean were my guides, and the three of us had a great time. Ethan and I may have even started to feel something more for each other, but.
Then it all got really confusing, I went back home and am waiting to see how it turns out because I really don' t know what to think. It seems like everyone is just playing and pretending. How do I know who is really hiding behind the mask of a polished gentleman and who is actually a rough and tough guy? And whose feelings are real?